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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

hi.

lol. really bored now.
and my teeth hurts like SIAO. and my lips (which is caused by the constant rubbing against the stupid metal bits)
okay, so i was trying to wet my lips to prevent them from drying and cracking.. and the stupid damned metals kept clinging onto my lips,
TMd.

looking up the web for pantomime ideas..
AND GUESS WHAT I FOUND


"Pantomime
Ask the children to pantomime simple one-step activities together.Here are a few examples:

1. Fly a kite on a very windy day
2. Walk in wet sand or mud.
3. Blow out candles on a birthday cake
4. Brush your hair or your teeth.
5. Throw a ball into a basketball net.
6. Eat a juicy piece of watermelon.
7. Hop like a toad.
8. Drink soda from a bottle.
9. Build a sand castle.


Next move to two or three-step activities.

1. Pick apples from a tree and put them in a basket.
2. Put on your socks and then your shoes.
3. Open an envelope and read the letter.
4. Get into a car and close the door."

and it gets even more CHALLENGING...
such as answering the dorr for your mum and closing the door..

GREAT hor.

guess im getting lamer by every second..

i hate braces.

BUT
for the sake of beauty.
I SHALL REN4.

>.<

i dun wan to fail physics...

Saturday, February 25, 2006

haix..
some ppl are just so pro.
for eg. xia xue.da shen.theo blah blah.
haixxx

and some others ..
so unpro.
gd for nth.. lol.
for eg : me.

but its impt to have unimportant ppl in the world rite..

cuz the unimportant ppl make those important ppl seem important.
if everyone i important then no one will be important.

as in, if everyone is pro, nobody is pro.
of there is no ugly ppl. the beautiful ppl will be considered normal
if there is no stupid ppl, then everyone would be considered clever which means nobosy is clever.

you know what i mean...

so, to all the unimportant, un pro and unpopular, not so gd in studies and not so good looking ppl:
threes cheers for you.
at least you are important for those important ppl to seem important.

geez, what am i toking about?

Friday, February 24, 2006

BUT.
the little cloud grew tired of the butterfly.
because the butterfly was only pretty on the outside,
Useless on the inside.

They shared no common interest.

The butterfly only likes to boast about its beautiful wings.
And nothing else.

So the little cloud left to find her true love.

Days passed.

One day, the sun was gone.
Wind howled.
The little cloud was frightened,
and finally realised the importance of the Sun.

And she fell in love with it.
She wanted to get close to the Sun.

Closer,
Closer,
she went.

But.
She was scorched.

She knew,
she could never reach the Sun.
If she goes to near,
she will evaporate away.

She could only watch the Sun from a distance..
Always far from a distance away....

She hope that one day
She will be able to find the Moon...

The moon,
which she wil be able to reach,
and at the same time,

Reflecting
the same warmth and brightness
the Sun has given her.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

its really painful to like a person who doesnt like you,
but,
its even more painful to like a person whom you cant like.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

JJ IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

though Max is cuter ..
haha


but i still prefer JJ to Max..

*i posted liao da shen*

Thursday, February 16, 2006

ONCE UPON A TIME

there lived a little white cloud.
she was VERY VERY VERY in love with the butterfly.
BECAUSE
the butterfly had everything the cloud does not have.
the butterfly had wings -
it could fly to anywhere it wants.
unlike the butterfly, the cloud could not take control of her future.
she could only drift with the wind.

the butterfly had beauty.
it has colourful wings the cloud does not own.
instead, the cloud was just plain white, occassionally a little grey.

the cloud felt very sad. ( and i feel lame)
why couldnt she be like a butterfly?
then the sun started to set,
and the little white cloud turned into a blend of purple, pink, orange..

BUT,
nobody ever notices...
and she drifted into the night.

THE END.

- inspired by the Shin Ming Ri Bao 's poem.
and a question asked by yan ru -


=.=

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Ahhhh.. help..

i think im gonna die of starvation ver very very very soon.

cuz just went to put the blue rubber things in between my teeth and they are now pushing against my poor little teeth.

Great. Monday you see me all my teeth will be pointing OUTWARDS just like the way Mx's does.
lol.
just kidding.

But its true!
especially one of them, almost jutting out from the rest of the teeth.
MAN..
tmr cheena test somemore.
haix...
haix...
haix...

just draft out the EL compo.
and finished Chem

BUT LEFT MY A MATHS TEXT BOOK IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
harhar.
forget it.
just do it during recess then.. since i dun think i'll be able to EAT anyway.

oh yes!
yesterday went to JP with da shen!
and bought many dong dong.
well, and also listened to many craps about HERO.
+.+

D.S : Hero you so chio, you so chio.. you make me go.....

XY: you know hor.. ppl who dunno hu is hero will think hero is a girl
( and you a les )

the bracketed part was only thoughts.LOL.

But i think Hero really NOT VERY CHIO.
Max is oso not chio lar.
CUZ HE IS SHUAI!!!!
PLUS CUTE!!!!!!

Harhar.. thats why not many ppl noes hero
AND thats why da shen was unable to get her album of DBSK.
MUAHAHAHA!!!

ok.
shall not be too xing zao le huo.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

gtg.
sushi haven reply!

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

i hate sec 3
i hate sec 3

okay,, enough..

We must have a positive outlook towards life.

Har-har.
let's just jump off a building.

ARGH.
>.<
common test next week and im like still in the mood of holidays..
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!!!!

Actually nothing..
cuz i've been always liddat.
lol.

KILL ME.
SOMEBODY KILL ME!!!!!
HAIX.

really feel very shi bai.
ppl like theo, hb and so on can handle NINE subjects
PLUS learning instruments and tuition and so on..
WHY CANT I!!

cuz u r lazy.
Bu Qiu Shang Jing
De Guo Qie Guo.

its like.. everyone has a subject he or she is qiang in
BUT NOT ME.
*sob*

okay.
i shall stop discriminating myself or i might just jump off a building.
yes.

JIA YOU BAH XY!!!!

=.=

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

okay..

correction for the previous blog..

FIRST.
it only took me less than 5 minutes to type that post.

LAST.
Yanting wasnt ap-ing me..LOL
okay.. there's sth wrong with my phone or wad but she cant reach me..

LOL.

damned sian now..

gtg. soon.
BYE.

haix..

Monday, February 06, 2006

hi!

haix.. very sian and sad and sian today...
dunno wad to post..
no
i got a lot to post but only 20 minutes left..
so.. point form.

+ Chng did not called on me today! YAY!
+ But when Han2 did sth wrongly, he dunno how drag me in... to make a comparision..
+ as in .. u noe.. sacar..
+Tamade.
+i told u he wont left me off that easily.
+tamade.
+had LOADS of homework AS USUAL.
+had physics prac.
+ it tamade sucks
+ had quarrel with mum n dad.
+ think they both gong nian qi
+ nag
+nag
+nag
+ so i just simply ignore them and dun even tok
+cuz they say " HOW CAN YOU TOK TO ME LIDDAT and LIDDISH!"
+ so i shut up.
+ then chou yin just passed me msg..
+supposed to be yanting pass de..
+tamade
+just because today they say they were going to play a horrible trick on me
+i very scared wad
+so dun dare to walk near them
+ now she ap-ing me
+TAMADE.
+cannot make it
+ okay.. enough.
+BYE.


BYE BYE

Friday, February 03, 2006

AHHH...

Thank goodness its friday!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yah.. and you got yourself a pille of sucky homework.
Three cheers hip-hip-hurray!!!!!

Har-har. so funny can.
HOMEWORK. KILLER.

Today had Bio prac.. and my dear worksheet was stained with SUCROSE..
how stupid can i get??
somemore its CONCENTRATED can!!!
i think by the end of today it will be covered with ants..
yah... great hor.. someone suggested to WASH it.
har-har.
At least someone is more stupid than me.. Muhaha..>.<

Then had maths which was about something stupid irrelevant-to-maths thingy which i could not understand.
AND COINCIDENTALLY, chng called on me to answer a question.
Come'on... name the first 5 PLIME numbers..
1,2,3,5,7.. WRONG.
and got scolded plus humiliated for 15 minutes.
Correction: 2,3,5,7,11.
URGH. Am i really so qian bian that everytime Chng sees my face, there's an urge for him to humiliated me?????
Can he just tell me politely what i did wrong or something liddat???
Why must he ,like, ask me to stand aside ( ALWAYS) and start to speak about me as though im not there.. OR speak to me like im a 3 year-old.


Chng: Xiaoyun arh.. xiaoyun here .. has seem to forgotten arh.. forgot what are PLIME numbersarh.. WHAT IS A PLIME NUMBER??

Me: *enlightened* Oh.. shud be..

Chng: Nono.. wait arh.. first you must understand right.. what is a PLIME number.. arh.. Xiaoyun here has forgottened arh..

Me: er... Its..

Chng: SO Let us first LEVISE (revise) what is PLIME number arh.. Xiaoyun arh.. can tell us..

Me:A prime number is..

Chng: HUH?? Xiaoyun can tell us????


And he finally gave me a chance to answer him...
Damn. and it goes on for the answer part..
and it continues even after i had corrected my answer
and returned to my seat for, like, 30 seconds.
and it goes on.... UNTIL I GRADUATE.


i had a vision.
that i will suffer...

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ANd the rest of the day sucked on and on...
okay, except for Physics.
Where Clifton was telling us abt movies,
such as The RoCk, The Stone , The Pebble, The Grain Of Sand, The Boulder.. HAHAHAHAHAHA... so farny sia..
it reminds me of me and cass,
when we used to say something like, We Rocks!
and We Stones
and We pebbles
and so on... until we get to the smallest version of rock..
and then the largest? perhaps?
The volcano. Har-Har.

Then CCA was COOL! hahaha.. as in farny lar..
EL ROCKS!
and pebbles
and stones... LOL.
today got sec 1s come,
most of them look rather toot-y hahaha..
but very cute..

except for the two guys lar..
one trying to act cool. Cuz when we ask him what school he is from, he said some sch i forgot and those who were from the same school cheered
and then he muttered, " Cheer for wad.. its only a SCHOOL!"
and it repeats itself for the other similar questions such as " what class he is from."
"what house he is from"
AND SO ON.
i mean... its so lamezzzz....

But the rest of the juniors are quite okay lar..
then after CCA went to Westmall with Theo , Xinyi and Chris...
harhar.. and eat, like, 5 onion rings which costs 2o cents each..
LOL Burger sucks.
SO EX!
i prefer Long John Silver!
though if u eat too much you will get sick of it lar.. haha..

then went around window-shopping.
and spent , like, 20 minutes in Comics Connection
CUZ darling theo actually find the need to get a fluffy key chain for her hp for no particular reason.
And she starts to ponder and wonder and worry which one is nicer..
and apparently there was NO nice fluffy chains there..
so she decided not to buy after listening to my Quan Dao.
LOL. and then went home at 6 plus ..
TIRED!!!!

argh.. shen justed said she is not allowed to go shopping with me tmr!!!
What the..
im so sad can...
sad
haix..
just hope she will get well soon lar..
And just want to let her know that no matter what happens to her or her hair..
i will still be by her side!!!!
Just want to let you know that besides your parents, there's still another person who CARES ABOUT YOU SHEN!!!!!
BU YAO QI NEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WO HUI YONG YUAN ZAI NI SHEN BIAN DE!!!!!!!!!!

tmr going to buy new uniform..
Just hope it doesnt GLOWS. har-har.

*no matter what others think of you or how they thinkof you or look at you, YOU ARE STILL MY BEST FRIEND///*

best.fren
best.fren
best.fren
4.everrrr

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

its raining again.

can u feel it?

no..

cuz u haf someone else to shelter u...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

loaded the very sad song into my blog..

on your speakers if u are sadistic..LOL.

just kidding..


listening to a very sad chinese song : Shi4 Zhe Liao2 Jie3

man.. i think i shud stop listening lor.. esp these kind of sadistic songs..haha
the more i listen the more depress i get can..
ARGH... but the song is nice!
anyway.. i think chinese songs are much cheerful than english songs..
take [ welcome to my life ] [ numb ] [ complicated ] for examples.. try listening
and the next moment u will find urself the most pitiful person in the world.

P.s. the above songs are FAVOURITES of bei2

LOL.

Neway.. suffering from brain sufoocation today.
Kept yawning non-stop and the right part of my brain was like twitching..
afhgkdfl;...
nevermind..

HAIX.. i hate school.. i hate school... i hate school.

STOP.

erase that..

school is okay.. besides...
hmm.. lets see if there's anything i can look forward to..

AHH!!! saturday! im going shopping with shen..
sunday i can resume my darling art lessons!
sunday can go swimming with family and perhaps mx!!
YAY!

i must be optimistic!
i must be optimistic!
i must be optimistic!

say this like 1oooooo times and u will be optimistic even if you are dead by then.

har-har.
not funny.

FINE.

haix.
nth to say..

oh! did i mention that on monday the four of us played majong .. LOL. and all of them won once EXCEPT ME.
WHAT?
EXPECTED?
Woi...
nvm. at least i won twice in that dunno what card game..MUAHA..

yah.. then we played the ULTRA LAMED truth and dare... HARHAR..

[ scenario : my turn and i chose truth ]

Mx: okay. what is your feeling towards Matthew..

Xy: er.

Mx: like hatred or anger or anything.

Xy: Sympathy.

Mx: HAR- Explain.

Xy: Cuz he is born with such a qian bian face so i feel sorry for him lar.

Mx: *laughs*

Matt: What de..

================

SEE.. SO LAME ..
so cool
Whatever..

- courtesy of I NOT STUPID TOO


and we were like listening to the Ma-li-ah-hey song over and over again..
and then suddenly the guo mei mei Bu Pa Bu Pa song played in the TV.

=====================

Matt's bro: *sings* wo bu pa bu pa la.. wo shen jing ji biao da ( translation: i not scare not scare la.. Cuz my nerve is bigger..)

Xy: haha.. your shen2 jing1 bi3 jiao4 da4? Da4 shen2 jing1??

everyone: *laughs hysterically*

=======================

actually the Da Shen Jing joke was from my dad originally..

[ in the car playing Bu Pa Bu Pa ]

Dad : what kind of song is this.. Her ( refering to guo mei mei ) shen jing really bi jiao da.. Da Shen Jing.

Me and bro: MUAHAHAH

mum: woi.. (cuz dad sad shen jing as in bad word )

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


okay.. another lame post..

what was i saying.. ya.. so we plaed majong ,truth plus dare and card until 2.30
went to bed at 3AM
woke up at 11.30 PM

WAHAHAHAAHA...

wooo.. the aircon suddenly very cold sia..

okay.. im too lame liao..

hahaha... at least i got many money!
many money?
nonono... many ANG PAO
not ang bao or hong pao..
harhar.. whatever!

money collected : 210 dollars
money stolen : 50 dollars

WHAT THE.. damn my brother can... stole my 50 dollars lah.. haix..
nvm.. mum say she will replace provided i save 150 dollars of the ang PAO money.
haha.. shud have said that my bro stole 100 dollars from me hor!
LOL. so jian can... haix..

HAIX.
i love CNY !

"it takes 24 hours to miss a person... BUT it takes a life time to love him.."